Yes I love you! Yes I love our baby! Yes I love my family! Why did I go to her?! Why?! It doesn’t matter! Okay! Okay! Baby, all we did was argue. You wouldn’t let go of the past. You pushed me away and then I walked into her. She listened to me and made [...]

Love found within the eyes of pain forgiveness is what gives light in our eyes. But sometimes they are tainted by lies of those who manipulate the child within. As I begin to tell the story and journey of the path taken to get out of hell. Finding the way out of something so dark [...]

Walking towards the edge to the horizon. A mother calls out for the father she could never provide for her son. As she pleads and screams, her son crys out in a whisper Waiting for a dream. Reading and listening to words sounding so sweet. Soothing him at night, for words was the comfort he [...]

I want to tell you Some secrets and some stories Of how I found myself unknowingly. I want to tell you I’ve created so many false lives and lies. So you could love me a little more. I wanted to be a hero in disguise. I want to tell you All of my truths that [...]

Reasons and ideals You throw at me. But you were afraid to throw your heart to me Afraid I’d catch it with my fist And hold on to it too tightly And cause it to brake. My tears fall down my face. And my tears taste like cement. I could never be enough For myself [...]

Fields of sunflowers I run through. I leave you my heart while I lay in the grass in the mist and dew. A sunflower is picked out of the ground. It cannot hang onto its roots. It is forever detached from all that it has known to be. A picked sunflower you gave me. There [...]

Sunlight…It shines across my face. Love…Your love lives inside of my eyes. These fools…They speak white and black lies. I will be the martyr for your heart. And in death of one self I am reborn. Once again, living within the sun and your love inside the dark hole known as loneliness I fight off [...]

I love you And I am now free. Love has released mefrom all pain That has caused me such strain and disdain, For others and myself.   I love you And I am now real. Many times before I was in an illusion. I was a fake. Doing all I can Just to manipulate and [...]

My love for you is not complex There are no words or feelings I present to you that you do not understand. Here just take my hand. My love for you is not blind. Because we see each other’s pain when one is away. The longing is real. And I when I see your face [...]